west coast

"And i miss you (ooooh…)
I’m goin back home to the west coast
I wish you woulda put yourself in my suitcase
I love you
Standin all alone in a black coat
I miss you
I'm goin back home to the west coast"


not even out a week and i miss my california life.
i miss my california friends.
and i have to ask myself "really what does texas have to offer me that california lacks?"
and why does my stupid brain do this to me? the grass is always greener on the other side. i keep running back and forth to get to the other side only to go back again. leave again. go back again. leave again. how much longer will this last? how many more times will my friends say hello and welcome and then goodbye again before they have had enough of my shit?

i think i made a mistake. and i hate mistakes. i think i made a big one. i think i should have stayed in my life in california. sucked it up and pulled through. i think i ruined good things. great things. because of my desire to lay in the greener, lusher grass that most definitely does not exist anywhere except inside my brain. but i'm halfway over to the other side and already it is getting hotter, stickier, more complicated. and now california is the oasis i lack. maybe i just want to be everywhere at once. or nowhere.

maybe if i quit listening to this damn coconut records song i wouldn't be thinking all of these thoughts in the first place. lol.

tibet here i come.

out and about

as promised domo will be making some outings with me and i'll be uploading photos from our adventures. domo and i met some friends for drinks at the edison and had a good old time. so good of a time that i didn't wake up in time to make it to the gym the next morning. this the amazing bar. i am in love with this place.



here is domo girl having a drink with jenny and stella. notice that i did turn domo into a girl by adding a bow :]



domo girl was a hit. she got pretty drunk at the reserved table. and apparently insulted a french dude. leave it to domo girl to be so rude!



domo girl also ate all of the fries!! so much for going to the gym and getting abs of steel. bad domo girl!



here you can see my horrible photog skills trying to capture more of the bar. it is really elegant and dark. i love it.


mine and jenny's thighs of steel.



domo girl trying to drink somebody's drink.



and finally yeah domo girl drunk off of her bum.



then david walked me and domo girl home. on our way we spotted these birds. david thought my flash would send them flying. but these are downtown birds, they aren't afraid of anything. ANYTHING!!



all in all i think it was a good night. domo girl had a good time. we made it home safely and lived to tell the tale.